Archive for August, 2010

23 August, 2010

Dad

it’s been like 3 weeks or so since i had a contact with my dad..

not because i don’t want to — definitely no, but i just can’t..

the distance and different time zones are the hardest parts that we have to fight over;

when i’m free after school or in the evening, he’s busy doing his research,

when he’s done with his work, i’m already on my bed ready to go to sleep..

how i really want to see him face to face, hear his voice, talk to him, feel his presence, and hug him tight..

i wanna tell him in person, how i miss him, how i love him no matter what..

i know i mite not that good of a daughter, but i’ve promised to myself that i will make him proud;

i will do my very best in life.

i will give my hardest effort in every work.

i will reach my highest in stuffs — the good ones of course.

i will not waste this only life i have.

i will devote my life to not disappoint you, Dad.

you can count on me :’)

thanks God for placing me in this family, for giving me a great Dad like him, for giving me this life i’m living in.

i’m grateful, i really am :’)


i love you, Dad

xoxo

21 August, 2010

grumble-mumble

life sucks.

ugly truth bites.

rotten people around –

muttered faces,

fake smiles,

sly mind,

evil thoughts.

could life be any worse?

15 August, 2010

Holiday Under The Sun

sunny day!

rasanya pingin ‘holiday under the sun’ deh. kangen aja gitu main-main kayak anak-anak kecil yang lainnya, sepedaan kek, kejar-kejaran, main petak umpet, main engklek ( jadi inget pas birthday party dirumahku :3 )

aaaa pingin sepedaan

tapi kalok mau sepedaan tuh rasanya was-was juga e. ya cemas sama keselamatan diri aja sih. you know what i mean kaaan -__-

kalok masalah polusi sih di daerah rumahku untungnya bisa dibilang hampir bebas polusi C: masih buanyak pohon-pohon besar dan hutan-hutan mini di sepanjang jalan. ada program penghijauan juga sih buat nanem pohon di pinggir jalan. suasananya adem hijau gituuu

tapi begitu keluar dikit aja dari kawasan ini, polusi udah dimana-mana .___. seriously, di mana-mana.

padahal nih sebenernya kalok jalanan itu ga dipenuhin sama mobil-mobil pribadi san motor yang seabrek, aku mau-mau aja lho ke sekolah naik sepeda. kayak jaman dulu gitu lucu sepeda-sepedaan :3 udah gitu itung-itung kan buat olahraga juga, jadi tetep sehat.

apalagi Jogja kan sebenernya khas banget tuh sama pit onthel nya, kenapa nggak kita kembalikan masa kejayaan sepeda kayak dulu?

bayangin deh kalok di jalanan Jogja cuma boleh ada bus Trans Jogja, andhong, becak, kendaraan umum, dan sepeda.

lovely~

10 August, 2010

BORED

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8 August, 2010

the girl from back then

i’m not saying past is bad.

but it is past, it happened in the previous time, and i see no urge to stay living in it in the present day.

walk away from the past,

keep moving forward

leave the past behind,

and live for today.

stay away