If this ain’t love, I don’t know what is.
The tender gaze, soothing voice, and earnest preserverance ~
I pity how those remain… as empty words now.
Guess it just never was, huh?
For me, it’s always been you. Always. I’ve tried to fight and deny it but I can’t. You’re undeniable.
– The O.C. (TV Series)
It’s never been easy, indeed, but apparently it’s not impossible. Guess the dissonance’s coping’s succeeded by now. Woohoo~
Next summer, I’m after you! :)
God: “Grace. You want her back?”Bruce Nolan: “No. I want her to be happy, no matter what that means. I want her to find someone who will treat her with all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her always as I do now, through Your eyes.”God: “Now THAT’s a prayer.”– (Bruce Almighty, 2003)
Been falling too deep it makes me hard to let go.
Been flying too high I’m not eager to crash the land.
Been dreaming too much I begin to forget reality.
Been being so weak I start losing maturity.
Been away so long I find it hard to listen to You.
Maybe I would never realize I have a family that genuinely loves me; unrequited love.
Maybe I would never realize I have a bunch of people that claim themselves as my ‘friends‘ and show their care to me; they contact me, pay a visit to my home, hang out with me, cheer me up, listen to my stories, skip class/activities just to see me when I ask them to meet up, call me just to see how I’m doing, text me just to ask how’s my day, everyday… Ain’t those just sweet and inevitably thoughtful? :’) Yes, maybe I would never be able to treasure my friends this much.
Maybe I would never realize how the ones I rarely meet also care for me just so much, the ones who seem distant in social level care, know, feel sorry, and try to raise me up… Touché.
Maybe I would never really cherish my time and what’s in front of me; just like you said. I think too much of the distant ones and less-enjoy what’s happening right on my face. I was a fool, really.
So here I am, conveying my gratitude to you, for you’ve been one of the most influencing teachers of mine. Yes, each person I’ve met in my life is a teacher to me; this thought came into my mind after the great guru (a friend who can’t be named) taught me.
I also come to my own thoughts (original one, finally!) :
We must not be heartless in relationships. But it is always necessary to use our heart less.
– Gratsia Kancanamaya (January, 2012)
Thank you :)