10 December, 2012

Final Exams’ Tips (?)

Dad: Kamu mau ujian tegang nggak?
Me  : Enggak
Dad: Kalo gitu nonton film horror sana…

Tips ujian ala Daddy: harus tegang. Kalo misalnya engga tegang…… pokoknya harus.

10 December, 2012

His Arrival

This is how I began my December ~

These joy and laughters are overwhelming. In a good way of course ♥

8 December, 2012

For this one time, listen to me carefully,

For me,  it’s always been you. Always. I’ve tried to fight and deny it but I can’t. You’re undeniable.

– The O.C. (TV Series)

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1 December, 2012

Once A Favorite, Always A Favorite

That favorite guy of yours who filled your childhood with bedtime stories,
who backed you up from your mom’s errand or prohibition,
who tells you every day that you’re pretty;
that someday you’ll be a very beautiful young lady.

That favorite guy of yours who gets mad at you sometimes,
for coming home late,
for hanging out with naughty kids,
for your mean words,
and once made you deter from having a bad circle of friendship.

That favorite guy of yours who guides you,
in determining who you want to be in the future,
who allows you to make your own decision about college,
who supports you,
who tells you that he’s gonna fulfill whatever your wants and needs.

That favorite guy of yours whom you wanna treasure your whole life,
whom you look up to in tailoring your path to success,
whom you look up to in choosing your future companion.

That favorite guy of yours, who will always be your favorite,
your Father.

“And mine is coming home today♥”

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29 November, 2012

Hereby Presents: The Whimperer and The Sleepless Nights

Phew.

Third semester of college is unbearably tuckering. If I’m to whine I’d probably do it in endless manner I could burst myself in tears. Yeah, it’s indeed THAT tuckering :'(

I often whine to some particular people, yet it only reminds the weak-self of me that made me quarrel with somebody back then. Not to mention that the current individuals I whine to are either (a) occurring the similar situation as I am, or (b) undermine this matter and give me that impudent-lecture-of-how-I-oversee-simple-things-which-ain’t-necessary.

What do they do in result? (a) We end up whining and sobbing all over, pitying our own difficult situations which is quite relieving yet gives no significance in soothing the mood to work on it, or (b) makes me go “dammit, you know nothing about me nor my situation and you worth nothing but a good bye with a middle finger sneakily pointed at.”

Yeah. I hate it when people look down on the way I do things my way. No, I’m not saying that I’m the utmost correct about everything. I ain’t a stubborn who’ll keep hitting my head to the wall when I know it’s painful and somebody pulls my head to their embrace instead. It’s just the way I want to do things carefully, systematically, and well-planned/prepared in order to reach the maximum result. I want things to be perfect; and that’s why I sometimes over-think things and oversee simple matters.

However, I know whining won’t get my tasks done alone. But according to my personally tailored mind fabric called experiences, whining does a favor. I won’t see whining as a hyperbolic action to exaggerate certain feelings, but more of a way to express emotions. Isn’t it normal and common to smile when you’re happy? To cry when you’re sad? To laugh when you’re tickled of something funny? To yell when you’re mad at someone? Thus it’s just normal if you whine when you have lots of things in mind that need to be done in short amount of time, when you keep going to campus with bleary eyes because you’re lack of sleeping, when you find your group-mates ain’t obeying the deadlines, and simply when you’re tired. Expressing emotions is a relieve, at least it gives a slight sense of burden-easing, and that’s what keeps me going in killing the works.

Well, some people might see it the other way round, and I can’t be more careless to that.

Anyways, this is another night that I need to get through with widely awake eyes. Final exams are coming in less than two weeks, and I can’t (not) thank my lecturers more for giving us such a laden of assignments we need to clean up before :’)

Phew.

This is a process. A process hopefully worth something fruitful in the end.